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IT SMELLS OF HIM. HIS BREATH. HIS SKIN. IM SO TIRED I WANT TO SLEEP FOREVER. RAPED THE BRUISES ON MY THIGHS ARE REALLY BAD. IM ACHING EVERYWHERE. RAPED I WANT TO TELL SOMEONE. . .I REMEMBER SITTING ON HIS LAP AND LAUGHING AT HIS JOKES. NOW IM JUST SCARED. I WANT TO CRAWL INTO A DARK HOLE AND NEVER COME OUT. RAPED "DISGUSTING, SICK IN THE HEAD" THATS WHAT THEY WOULD SAY ABOUT ME IF I TOLD THEM HE LOOKS AT ME ALL THE TIME. I HATE HIM. I WANT HIM TO DIE! RAPED WHY CANT THEY HEAR HIM WHEN HE GRUNTS AND MOANS ON TOP OF ME? RAPED I HAVE BITE MARKS ON MY STOMACH. HE ALWAYS WANT ME TO TELL HIM I LOVE HIM. IM TOO SCARED TO GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT RAPED NO ONE EVER ASKS ME HOW I GET SCRATCHES IN THE WEIRDEST PLACES. I FEEL LUCKY. ID HATE TO HAVE TO LIE. RAPED I FEEL DIRTY. ASHAMED. I CANT EAT. I HATE MYSELF. I WANT TO DIE. BUT I WANT TO SEE HIM DIE FIRST. RAPED